coming 12th dec i will be working for 5 months dint expect it to be tat fast tho one year of working in this company seems to be within the reach need to clear 1 yr hurdle at least before start thinking whether i want to stay on
When i reaching the 1 year bus stop
-oky is coming back -and during tat time kenneth shud be coming back already and working in new place -and the twins will be start talking properly -chinese new year will be passed by tat time -and also we shall be 25 d
haha oky really a nice song of julia peng jia hui to be listened again. peng ling's gan xie ni yong xing ai guo wo also nice. have been practising 喜欢两个人. but i really dun like the meng ting wei 's Ni kan ni kan yue liang de lian
btw my first job is process integration engineer and nw doin the training and this is the company im working in http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/IM_Flash_Technologies nt sure hw long i wil stay but nonetheless have to try out hw it likes to work as an engineer 1st since afterall im an engineering graduate
really sleepy everyday since i start workin haha end at 6, reach home around 7, eat and shower, 8 something start to online and start playing fashion world of Facebook crap a while with kenneth then 10 somethin prepare to sleep d then6 somethin have to wake up again its the same feeling like the primary sch or secondary sch morning class: dont like it but have to do it then finally weekend reached, talked to oky and laugh bout her future husband might beat her or confirm will beat her haha, which i feel quite laughable haha thanks oky
my frens we must go taipei together for food so many xiao ci we must try haha save money for a trip to taipei in future we must! best if we can stay there for a while i believe oky ur father will encourage tat haha got yuan zhu ming ooo bit regret dint dance with them
well it just over and passed nt much feeling saw frens took so many foto well me...just took a few on the day itself i realised i dont have much frens during Uni time, so I cant really think of the person i must take my foto with, or just lack of fren to take foto with, but so what I always have a feeling that i doesnt belong to the same world as them I got more impt things to achieve ..which i yet to find out am I self-obsessed or just trying to find an excuse for my so watever uni life hmm the bottomline is I glad that i overcame the uni life if i repeat it again whether i can do it bttr? that i dunno, academically maybe, cos there are certain stages that i bit out of the path but the overall quality of my uni life shud still be the same level since I am still me
I think its really time to say goodbye to the old me... I have new things i wanted to do now, hope life getting better from now on and for others who believe this year would be a great year haha
finally finally tmr morning i will have one interview, altho is semicon which i not into, but nonetheless the location of it at woodsland motivated me haha hmm hope the microelectronic elective module i took in my final semester will help me to answer some technical questions then friday will be up to KL and come down again on sunday monday will be another interview which i looking forward, marketing position in Sumitomo chemicals, hope i can do well in that wish me all the best bah
i ran around my taman again but this time , my stamina really dropped only able to finish like half of what i did 6 months ago, but still a good start after running i wanna bring Carlos for a walk too unfortunately it become a chasing session, the dog leash was broken at the moment i step out the front gate, he ran away like hell, the more i chased, the further he ran away, when i reached him i wanna carry him back, but i realise i dont have enaf energy, half way i put him down and he ran away again, up the hill down the hill, and he went to chase another three stray dogs, luckily they dint fight phew...... finally i use the broken leash and tie around his neck, i think he also fatigue like me d, so he surrender to me without much struggle when i reached home i told my parents what happened, they scolded me lol haha anyway carlos enjoyed a freedom of run today, and i did serious exercise out of that too.... tired tired
小病是福。。。 everytime falling sick will make me so missed of the healthy normal life i had.... everytime i recovered i appreciate the life more gotta finish the exam preparation and finish them gracefully ready to move on to next chapter of life
not sure how long it takes to recover from a nasty end of r/s only time can tell and only time (you) can heal yourself so leave it to time (you) and believe in time (yourself)
after went out with lao ong and ken for a midnight cat's singing session till 4am, i got myself flu and cold throat bit dry and pain bit onli but can feel it
ken also said so haha so maybe only lao ong is more suitable for night life.........
last week my cousin came my house and commented tat carlos looks older, and lao na who came my house also said so ken dint say he looks old, but said he looks depressed, well i agreed tat since he was kinda neglected by my family eversince the arrival of twin babies
as i feel guilty bout tat negligence too, i decided to bring him out for a run
now i really believed carlos is gettin old just bring him out for a run, altho he stil able to dash here and there like bull, but i can hear he panting heavily
but at least i get his adrenaline rush around his body again lol
I need to pray for my wai po. cos she was stroked recently. tat day we went to visit her, she seems bttr , just dat she cant speak now, and right side of her body seems paralyzed. She still can recognise us and happy to see the twins =) hope those relative will stop fighting each other and let my wai po sad or angry otherwise will be very bad for her. hope everything goes well and she can rest and recover at her home.
Long time dint blog, feel dui bu qi to frens who will read it. ( i think only oky will read anyway)
recently these are the few things which FAN2 me: 1) graduation trip why? no money but i stil wan to go gold coast possible solution? will borrow money from two elder sis and my dad
2) Havent find a job!!!!! this is most fan thing why? just because i goin to end my uni life d possible solution? nope, just keep on applying and waitin
3) Losing weight again after food poisoning for one week i nearly faint after i went for a run after such a long time of lazing around without cardio exercise i think i just a weak person now... somemore i stop consuming those protein powder, losing muscle mass as well pretty thin and weak now solution? picking it up slowly, and substitute those protein powder with natural food bah, cos no money !! to buy protein powder le
4) I need to stay very focus for this semester to maintain 2nd upper class!!!!! I must!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need overcome the tat the fact i dint do well for the microE module first test, but tat one still got 80% left for me to try my best, i can do it man. the coming test 20% will be on next tuesday. Frens pls wish me good luck....so stress again.... and for the scary design project, i think i already tried my best, i will try to do my parts nicely and finished them earlier so i can help the rest of the members to complete theirs as well if time allowed, i dont wan to get a low grade for it, i hope to get at least A-, i know we can !
5)Another thing is i feel my frens also not v happy about their life, or also like wat oky said, tiger year really not so smooth so far. possible solution? lets stay positive, cos seriously i have a feeling after 1st few months, we will gettin luckier and luckier for the coming months of this tiger year, somemore tiger year = our year =) so lets smile and stay optimistic my frens!!!!
ok thats all for this blog entry
shen bao you us bah !
regards justin haygan yeo 30/3/2010(after more than one month dint blog )
I feeling down again, for countless time feeling lost and stress I dunno wat i will become and i dunno what i want to become its really kinda depressing without close frens by ur side during uni life 2 and half more months to go and i can end tis uni life Hope future will be better sick of this dull ,motiveless, uninspiring and "stress for doing good in the course which i not sure whether i like it" life I realise i getting real poor now I want to start working and I want to be rich !!! and happy.....of Cos!!
How come no tears again.... really hard to squeeze them out when i feeling down
well well...so at least i got the men single champion correct: Roger Federer =] While for women side, i also close enaf, at least my justine henin managed to reach final, altho she lost to Serena she will still be my choice of the player of the year for 2010, more to come from her, wait and see serena!
btw elena dementieva just won her second title of the year 2010 last week beating lucie safarova in Paris, (Safarova, a girl who seems to lost her track after some good tennis in few years ago, but i think she will be gettin back on track soon)
cant wait for French Open to come, but stil got months to wait and by tat time i already officially saying goodbye to NUS haha ..... hmm why i feel weaken by this thought, maybe i am not ready yet, but i am preparing myself towards tat
cny come and go.. hmm nothin much I feel, except i feel more lost i know i am getting low and lower in spirit for dunno wat reason my frens facing some problems in their life too just like me
O was nt sure bout the significance of her r/s with LH and the future plan of O's life too, as the summer vacation is closer, O seems to be weaken day by day
K was kinda settled with the mountain A i guess, altho K was mumbling bout some problems which he dint explain much and i dint ask either
Both K and me were also irritated by Mrs B ever since Mrs B tagged a foto of me and K in FB, well we kinda agreed to stay calm and undisturbed by Mrs B, for me, I kinda accepted since I uploaded a foto which Mrs B feel humiliated at the first place, so I think Suan Le, hmm...but still do Mrs B had to double impact me with two fotos lol
hai~~~ so above are some general notes of my recent days
just wan to share tis lovely foto of my nephews with u guys the left one is jochen and the right one is johann (the big brother of the two) i think johann looks a bit bu shuang like oky haha, but hope both of them may be as smart or smarter than oky
YEAH, aussie open is starting tmr morning!!!!!! Ok here my prediction for this two weeks long grand slam for asia pacific:
Women singles winner: Really hard for me to pick this time, I will give my first vote to Justine Henin (the lady in red), second vote to Elena (lady in yellow) and finally Kim Clijsters (the mama in white). everyone shud know that Justine Henin is not coming back to settle for nothing, she is back from retirement for more grandslam titles and no.1 spot, I watched her recent matches, other than some occasionally service double fault, she actually enhanced her games with somehow more aggressive shots and more aces, her match up with Kim in the brisbane final already showed how strong this diminutive belgian lady is.
As for elena, she just always giving me surprises esp her near perfect performance in 2009 wimbledon semi final against the event winner Serena Williams. She could have win that match. hai.... anyway this time, she will have to fight against Justine henin in the second round!!! Only the best could survive to face Kim in the latter stage, I really dont want to pick the winner for this second round, but i would say Justine would have a greater chance to do so. But who know when it come to elena haha.
Kim Clijsters has been hot favourite ever since her return with the US Open title last year. Saw her match against Justine, she hit really hard and clean, and of course confident, she is ready for another slam. anyway 2 grand slam titles doesnt really show how capable she used and can be. watch out for kim, justine and elena.
P/s: Sadly three of my predictions are on the same side of draw which can be described as the death group, so the one who can survive from killing each other in this side of draw will be the worthy winner of aussie open.
Well well well, for the men singles title, I want Federer to win this!!!!! I know he really want his australian open title back so badly that he actually cried during the winner ceremony last year when he was beaten by the roger's nemesis Rafa. If they really have to meet in the final, I really hope that roger will be mentally tough enaf to face Rafa this time. But however, other sports editors have picked other players such as the boring gentleman Andrew murray, the joker Novak Djokovic and the new reigning Us open winner Del potro as the hot favourite. But I will still stick with Fedex, i believe he can do it this time with the bless of the twin daughters his wife gave birth to last year.
hm.....................zzzzz sleepy le, wrote quite a few posts for today haha me really talkative like oky always said
nitez
btw tmr morning aussie open wil feature maria (sharapova) vs maria (kirilenko) Masha will win hopefully
These are the few movies i watched recently: The posters i put up are for those movies i recommended. ( dont read the below comments if u wan to watch the movie without knowing anything beforehand as some of them may contain spoiler haha)
coraline ( impressive stop motion animation movie and interesting story for big kids like me to watch lol....hmm btw the voice actresses included french and saunders who are my favourite UK comedian !)
district 9 ( produced by peter jackson, really a mental blowing movie to watch, so much fun, and it was told that aliens are actually more humane creature than human beings, was touched by the final part when the coward mutated Wikus asked Christopher (the alien) to leave with his son without him while he try to cover them from the attacks of cruel human army, the movie was directed in documentary style by Neill Blomkamp, really enjoy it )
Cirque du freak: the vampire's assistant ( well this movie i watched with wp, really a heavily sucking movie, I really think that the director shud rather release this in the form of DVD since there were so many better sequential movies around now, so my advice is no need to watch this !)
the lovely bones (ok this one is a relatively new movie directed by peter jackson, story telling movie by a girl who was murdered at her 14 years old, this movie is based on the novel with the same name. Rather meaningful and touching, it sent a msg that while still alive, we shud really appreciate the lovely things around us , especially ur family, life can be unpredictable)
corpse bride ( another stop motion animation movie which i long to watch it, however, i think it bored me hard.......disappointed by it. A rather short movie, and full with some not very enjoyable musical scenes by those stop motion creatures.....and a predictable storyline, try harder next time tim burton, oh wait, his Alice in wonderland is coming out on March, I really looking forward to it. Dont disappoint me again =] )
recently i received the same advices from two persons: wei jian and my father
not long ago, when wj asked me whter sw had invited me for dinner on tuesday night, well, i having evening class tat night, so i cant make it, haha btw, not just tat she dint ask me, even she if she did, I also dont feel like going, since according to wj is a dinner for cheau wern dunno for what purpose, so none of my business.
So he continued to chat with me and gave me this piece of advice: don't start working so fast, shud delay a few months before u really start if u can since after u start working, will be 4ever.
On the way to JB custom from home, on the car, my father also said the same thing to me, telling me to start few months later if i found a job, so that i can rest and to go for travel a while.
Honestly, I dont really feel like taking a long break b4 start working, is not that i really love to work but I dont have money to spend or travel even if i delay my work to have holiday, and I dont really feel negative about working.
But still early to say so, just hope i can get a job before i graduate bah.
sunday after i moved in, i met up another two female frens for dinner one of the girl was complaining about her fyp project, mainly the supervisor. She said the supervisor was very mean and not helpful at all, and personally attacked her with words such as " stupid idiot", " everytime I see you, you give me headache, not like those dean list students i no need to help at all". Then after one semester of works, she went to show that prof of her research results. the guy just said is totally wrong and worth nothing, my fren said her tears just ran down lo...then the prof was bit taken back la, she told him tat she is around the the edge of getting into 2nd upper division, so she cannot just let the fyp like tis, the prof replied tat he thot she is just those average student who dont really need the help of good grade in fyp.
Well, in the end the guy said will try to help her, haha and my fren did told the prof that she seldom come to concult him because she scared of him and he is intimidating, while she also expressed that she took it personally when he used the words such as stupid and idiot on her. haha then the prof said he is joking only, wth
anyway all the best to this fren bah, for their sch they still have one semester of time to finish the fyp, not like us is one semester onli btw wilson also still doin , so is lwp.
glad that i finished mine, hoping a good grade for it =]
sunday i moved in pgp again ....for the final semester..to get the things done for the last time haha sunday and monday i went running on treadmill instead of my Serene park, so it was the 13th time i guess.
I took two extra modules: gene and society + drug and society, hmm haven decide which one to carry on with.
this morning i went to play tennis at 8am since wednesday is a free day. Tmr will have to start the final year design project, kinda stress bout it.
this semester i would aim at A for all the subjects i taking haha
btw i took a nap tis afternoon, I dreamed that i went sing K with lwp , then is a haunted place, cos the tv will dissapear and reappear, and the room is creepy, got some old furnitures and beds, then got old man and old ladies came it and rest in our room , but gone after a while.
hahahaha.....oky i finally understood wat u mean by the shocking brinjal part acty i missed out tat part while i watchin it, as i just sweep parts and parts of this raw movie haaaaa well indeed the brinjal part is the most raw of all haha thanks for reminding for the checking ..so i did see tat scene finally discuss with u soon haaaaaaaaa
i cant really rmb it was no.10 or 11 i ran around my taman ...shud be 11 its been quite a while since my last one.... been really busy and stressful about the fyp report finally done and submitted on wednesday!!!
it was a dreadful day on tuesday when i let my phd supervisor review my report...got quite some changes...and i stayed in nus still around 5pm to let him review few things...on the way back home i feel really negative...peak hours, still got substantial amount of things to change, previous night only slept 4 or 5 hours, damn tired and sleepy.....all sort of things were goin on my mind....on the journey back it was crowded, and the sky was gloomy.....so was my heart i reached home around 7 pm...i told mum tat i wan to take a nap, but she insisted me to have my dinner 1st, acty it was better to have it 1st, so i took a hot bath and grab myself together for a quick dinner i force myself to finish the dinner in a really short time...less than twenty mins? or 15 mins? then i str8 back into my room and sleep...till around 9.15pm so exhausted...but knowing tat still got lots of things to do, i musnt stop here and give up i was thinkin of using the old version to submit as i keep thinkin i may dont hav the time to finish the changes and might let the report became not3not4.... but afterall it took me till 2pm i finally finished editting it....phew....phew.... and im sure tat it is a really much improved report......more organised and more focus on my research topic stated
wat a relief....
next day, which was wednesday i slept till 9 somethin....departed for the submission around 11.30pm reached the sch around 1pm....printed my report and binded it...it is around 70 pages....hmm looks pretty nice the cover i designed haha
after gettin signature from the lab officer for a form tat must be attached with the report i finally handed in at around 3pm
and i got sms from wp tat the outing on thursday canceled as he sick thats mean i can rest my whole thursday...which is today haha friday wil be meeting my internship fellas for lunch and sing K at sg...so it was quite a packed week before my sch reopen
haa i thot tat the sch reopen on next next week...but acty is next week so sad la.....i thot i can slack for another week at home.....i dint really enjoy much during the holiday lo.....fyp report and keep stressing myself about it...
anyway a new semester goin to start soon...hope i can maintain at second upper division..and getting my best semester ....find a job and be rich !
haha ok wish every single frens family members and me stay healthy and wealthy for this whole year bah
so long, waited so long, finally sent the bad 2009 off nothing much i want to remember let it diminished like a locked cursed box dropped into the deep ocean only trace of friends' secrets shall sealed within me and blessings of gods stay with me
so much planning for the new and good 2010 let it starts today
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